5.27.2008

The Beginning

I always struggle with the same things in life. Finding purpose, fulfilling dreams and accomplishing goals. I come here, and no one reads this blog so I am not sure why i even post here. I feel like such a failure in life. I have countless times over and over again made goals, then never followed through on accomplishing them. They have been the same goals for years...it is almost like i am scared to do anything about them. There is no reason that I should keep myself from being ultimately happy in every aspect of my life.

i just want to change...I am sick and tired of always dealing with the same old shit.

C